"Mm. Nothing so drastic. My eldest sister and dearest friend were both wed or engaged to be married. My mother insisted I should be next, but I insisted on finding someone with whom I could actually enjoy my life. I demanded love. The one man I thought I might have-- well, it was not to be. I was merely looking for a respite to regain my sensibilities and could not afford a trip to a place such as Bath."
[She feels kind of dumb and embarrassed comparing her running away from a boy with his being turned into a vampire, even if it was obviously something else that brought him here.] "After failing Castiel, I considered returning. But I feel as though I am doing good for some and I hope to continue to help people. It is a fulfilling occupation and I have made such acquaintance as I would never have had opportunity if I were in Longbourne. Though it is not proper, I question if it would be a more prosperous existence to remain here than to return only to be married."
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Date: 2010-01-31 06:53 am (UTC)[She feels kind of dumb and embarrassed comparing her running away from a boy with his being turned into a vampire, even if it was obviously something else that brought him here.] "After failing Castiel, I considered returning. But I feel as though I am doing good for some and I hope to continue to help people. It is a fulfilling occupation and I have made such acquaintance as I would never have had opportunity if I were in Longbourne. Though it is not proper, I question if it would be a more prosperous existence to remain here than to return only to be married."