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--What? [shouting, then an explosion] Oh, bloody hell.

Yeah real life with a twist. Bloody hilarious. So what you wear your white hat that tightly? Think everyone deserves a second chance?

[right after:] What about a third?

The guy im sharing a hotel room with should make it pretty clear how I feel about chances.

That came out a little gayer than I think you meant it mate. But point received.

It came out gay at all? were we supposed to get separate hotel rooms?

I dunno, were you?

No?

[ a few seconds later: ] My plan isnt to spend all of Adams money

Was that an option? Cause you should. He owes you and 400 years worth of dosh-- bet he can spare you some.

I dont want his money. especially not as an apology.

If not money what are you looking for?

From him? Cant make up my mind.

Might want to figure that out.

I don't know if I want to.

Whats that mean Pete?

Means a few different things.

You plan on telling me what those are?

I dont want to think about how bad this could go. if he tries to drag me down with him one more time itll still be my fault. for trusting him for letting him out. thinking he could be something better. But I cant make myself stop because hes still adam. I still care about him more then i should and theres nothing I can do about it

[ sent another few seconds later: ] Hes the last person that might be on my side and if he goes I cant fix this

Wed better bloody hope he doesnt then [He stops himself from telling Pete how gay that had sounded. The kid was hurting, and Spike had been there.]

I can tell you one thing. You believing in him is your best chance. Buffy believed in me and I got my soul for her. He's already got one of those, you just have to wake it up, huh? Headstart.

And if I cant? if hes got some ulterior motive again and I help him do it just because theres a chance

[ Peter's next text message comes a minute later because maybe it's time to be called out on his gayness. Since it's so much a part of this. ] Letting my feelings for him cloud my judgement is the worse thing I can do. and if thats what happens then theres no one to blame but me for whatever he does. But I know all of that and I still believe in him.

Then dont be wrong.

Got it.

Call me if you are though.

I will.

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