And if I cant? if hes got some ulterior motive again and I help him do it just because theres a chance

[ Peter's next text message comes a minute later because maybe it's time to be called out on his gayness. Since it's so much a part of this. ] Letting my feelings for him cloud my judgement is the worse thing I can do. and if thats what happens then theres no one to blame but me for whatever he does. But I know all of that and I still believe in him.